The way of love is not
a subtle argumentThe door there
is devastationBirds make great sky-circles
of their freedom.
How do they learn it?They fall, and falling,
they’re given wings.-Rumi, from The Essential Rumi, translated by Coleman Barks
Early on the morning of November 9th, I lay in the pre-dawn darkness, perseverating, pondering, and praying, as I often do. I’d gone to bed the evening before with a vague disquiet that had only intensified as the night wore on. The midterm election news reports were all good.
The hopes and projections had certainly been running high. DeSantis and Taylor-Greene had been declared winners. The Republicans had retaken the House and buh-bye Nancy. All of that. There were shenanigans, knavery, and hijinks, to be sure, but the election watchers, including the National Guard, were Johnny-on-the-Spot. The Red Wave, the expected Tsunami, was crashing onto the beach. All was right with the world.
And that’s what left me, at 4 AM, vaguely dissatisfied.
It wasn’t enough, I thought. I want more. Political wins by the “right side” are not enough.
I felt confused. On the one hand, I was as ready for the “Red Wave” as anyone. I want fairness and integrity in elections. I want the cheating to stop. I want the lies and madness and corruption to come to a screeching halt. I want the data-based evidence to be shown and known. Sure. You betcha. Count me in.
But I can’t for the life of me see how the Republican recapture of the House and Senate, in and of itself, would take us very far in achieving the things I really want:
Because what I really want is for the polarization, estrangement, and hatred to stop.
What I really want is human healing, and growth, and maturation, and the re-congealing of Americans as a nation and a people.
What I really want is the total dismantling of Cabal Culture and the establishment of a new Sacred Culture.
What I really want is for the vast and horrifying Evil to be exposed to the Light of the Goodly and the Godly, for the Satanic and Demonic to be banished for the Swine they are, and driven into the sea.
What I really want is for the Great Reveal to unmask the false flags, cover ups, occulted histories, hidden technologies, and secret machinations of the Breakaway Civilization.
What I really want is for the trafficked, abused, exploited, tortured, haunted, hunted, and murdered children to be finally set free from their suffering.
What I really want, if I’m honest, is for a Great Humbling so powerful it strips the Cabal-Acculturated of their arrogant certainty and Satanic dreams of unlimited power, and leaves them, and us, and me, bruised and sobered and in need of God.
And I don’t see how we achieve that until the Fake and Fraudulent media is completely exposed and obliterated from the airwaves. I don’t see how we achieve that until the Big Lies of Big Pharma, Big Money, Big Tech, and Big Government are laid out on the chopping block of truth-telling and sliced open for all to see and know. I don’t see how we achieve that until the Corrupt and Complicit are openly investigated, arrested, tried, sentenced, and punished in a manner commensurate with their most dastardly deeds. I don’t see how we achieve that if the same money, media, and political machines that have created and maintained our current mess remain in place.
In the light of those wants, “winning the midterms,” or “not winning the midterms,” just feels like more of the same. Even Trump 2024 feels like more of the same to me, if the Bad Actors are all still strutting on the stage.
Now, I get it. I get it. Taking down a 6000-year-old Death Cult was never going to be easy. We’re in the midst of a Fifth-Gen Psychological War Between Good and Evil. We’ve seen huge wins and have taken many hills already, and on a fairly short timeline, all things considered. Truth is spilling out all over, and lawsuits clog the pipelines. And who am I to question the wisdom of White Hats?
Surely we can argue that the “Red Ripple” we saw last week is a necessary first step, a sine qua non which we must have in place if we wish to go much further. Surely we can see that the momentum is slowly building. Surely we can see that the arrow of revelation can only fly in one direction, and that lies cannot be maintained indefinitely. Surely we can see the importance of warrior morale, and the necessity of keeping our focus on the hope and vision.
Sure. I can see these things. I often argue these very points. But I’m human. I’m in pain. I have been mind-controlled, gaslit, and traumatized. I have lived my life entire inside a deeply corrupted culture. My craving for justice aches inside of me like a parasite gnawing at my intestines. And as hard as I work to complete my own healing, some days it can feel well-nigh impossible to keep the fire lit under my small kettle of hope and vision. Me with my shakey faith. Me with my novitiate’s need for evidence and comfort. Me with my autist wiring harness.
I was promised the Kraken, you see. I was promised we have it all and nothing can stop what is coming and you’re gonna like how this ends and hold on I’m coming. I was promised the only way is the military. That, at least, is how it feels in my body. I was promised. And if I know nothing else, I know that such bodyfelt wisdom is important to consider, and must be acknowledged in the Great Conversation of Reality.
And are we not being tasked, in this foggy time of war, both as individuals and a people, to learn to NOT give our power away to others? Not giving my power away to Satanic Pedophiles and Corrupt Parasites feels like a no-brainer, to me. Giving our power away is what got us into this mess, right? But shouldn’t I also be wary of giving away my trust and knowing and critical thinking and personal power to Patriot Thought Leaders and Celebrity Anons? To the military? To Donald Trump? To members of Trump’s team? To those whom we call the “White Hats”?
Aren’t they wanting me to think for myself, to do my own research, to speak my own truth, to add my own voice to the Great Conversation of Reality? And isn’t it important that we work to see, and know, and confess, and discard, our own Cabal programming? Isn’t it wise to admit how very much we DO NOT KNOW? Isn’t it necessary to call out the inconsistencies and logical fallacies and missing pieces we might see, even in those we trust and follow and love?
Seems like.
Or am I missing something?
I could stop and claim that it’s my own bodyfelt feelings of having been promised that are the real problem here. After all, my feelings are my own to reckon with, and isn’t feeling promised a way in which I gave away my power? Indeed it is. And I am totally response-able for my part in that transaction. In my fear and exhaustion and need, I went beyond the Data Points to a tentative Certainty. I did that. I’m the one who “appointed” these people and their statements as worthy of me relinquishing my own power. Now I must suffer the “dis-appointment” that comes when their statements do not manifest in the way I had imagined. That’s on me.
At the same time, I’m going to point out that there are people in this movement who sometimes predict the future, or explain what’s “really going on,” with far more surety, confidence, and "knowledge” than is actually warranted by the data we have collectively collected. That has an effect on people. If you don’t like the effect, you can learn to speak in a different way.
There’s something more.
“Hopelessness is a sin.”
-Ertuğrul Bey, from Diriliş: Ertuğrul, Season 3, Episode 20
I’m not quite sure where to go from here. There’s nothing in me that wants to fall into the sin of hopelessness, to join the Black Pill Brigade, to undermine my own or anyone else’s wartime morale. I see no real option but to stay the course, hold the line, keep the faith, maintain the vision, fight fight fight, and make sure the flames of hope do not go out on my watch. As
so often points out, it’s not like we can forget what we now know. There’s no going back.And there is so much winning going on, around the planet…
But I find myself, in this time of thick fog, still scratching my head, still wanting something more, something else. If I stand in Q’s statement that the only way is the military, and hold it as a data point which contains truth, then it behooves me, I think, to ponder more deeply what that statement means.
Please don’t get me wrong. I respect, admire, honor, and feel deep gratitude for those who have served, and are serving, to protect and defend this nation, her people, and its sacred Constitution. I have seen data points that point to a picture of how many soldiers, in military units around the globe, have been fighting a mostly-unreported kinetic war against the Cabal that is far more strange and dangerous than anything I have encountered in my comfy, cozy Digital Warrior gaming room. These people have access to information, intelligence, technology, weaponry, and experience I can scarcely begin to imagine. They, truly, are a that-without-which-nothing.
And yet, what do we know of the “military mind,” and especially that portion of the military mind that has been involved in some of the greatest secret operations of our time, and especially that portion which comprises the bulk of the “Q Team”?
I suspect that there are important voices and viewpoints missing from the conversation at the Q Team’s conference table: healers, psychologists, philosophers, anthropologists, spiritual leaders, mystics, people who do not think and observe through a military lens. Because of that, and because I think I understand at least a bit about the historical context from which the Q operation arose, I suspect that the Team may be guilty of one important miscalculation: they may have fallen into what we could call “the Jessup Trap,” and have underestimated just how much truth “we” can handle.
This is a recurring theme or topic of discussion amongst Anons, and has been since I signed up for duty. It’s certainly not original to me. It’s just that I can’t seem to let go of it. The story goes that the Q Team is proceeding in a slow and deliberate manner in order to try to avoid the sorts of cultural shock, and violent reactivity, that could arise should the deep horrors of Cabal Culture be revealed without the greatest care being taken in terms of preparation and timing. Certainly human history has taught us just how devastating a “culture clash” can be, and the “clash” inherent in this present Great Awakening will likely prove far more momentous than any previous.
This is why it’s “taking so long,” the story continues. This is why we’ve had to hold the line for more years than anyone had dreamt possible early on in the operation. This is why we must work to red-pill more and more normies. This is why we must try to get patriots in positions of leadership. This is why the “checkmate moves” have not yet been taken. This is why the “drip drip drip” has yet to become the “flood.” The Team, apart from trying to prevent severe retaliation and loss of life, and apart from the exigencies of psychological war, is afraid humanity might implode if they shock us too severely.
That’s the story I’m hearing.
And we can hardly fault them for wishing to create the least amount of pain and suffering that they can, especially since this is their world too, and is home to everyone they love.
But I still think we can handle much more than the White Hats may believe, if, in fact, this dynamic is indeed responsible for the pacing of the current “plan.”
First, because I think we, as a people, already “know.” It’s a truism in human psychology and relationships that many or most of our attempts to hide the truth are just a bit silly. The reason is that the unsullied human animal is, by nature, highly intelligent and extremely sensitive. Keen observers of human behavior, our needs for belonging and fear of exile make of us “connection monkeys” of the highest order. We survive by reading and responding to the behaviors of others. We’re no dummies when it comes to truthsense, even if we’re prone to cognitive biases, logical fallacies, and manipulation by others. And so very often, when we finally get the nerve to share something we’ve been trying to hide with our families, for example, we’re met with knowing smiles. “Oh, yeah,” we’re told. “I knew that. We all knew that.”
And we highly sensitive animals were born into an Evil system. We grew up inside a corrupted culture captured by Satanic and Demonic forces who hate us. We may not all of us “know” this with our top-level conscious minds, but we know with our bodies, we know in our guts, we know in our hearts. Even most of the seemingly lost and irredeemable wokesters and Kool-Aid addicts must “know” this, I think, albeit in the less-than-conscious storage rooms of their dilapidated mind-mansions, which is why they push away so fiercely from the evidence.
So when the Secret Keepers finally reveal their hidden knowledge, one thing I expect is a much bigger “knowing smile” than many would otherwise predict. We Anons didn’t implode when we went through the process, did we? It may have been difficult, but it didn’t kill us. I’m not convinced that the Great Reveal, as it washes over the remaining normies much more quickly than it washed over us, will undo most of those still in the Matrix. In fact, if the Reveal is accompanied by abundant and convincing evidence, they won’t have to go through the whole “yeah, but is it sauced?” bullshit self-doubt gyrations many of us have had to struggle with for years.
The Second reason follows on the heels of the first. To adjudge a Hard Reveal as “too severely shocking” would seem to require a comparison with the costs of continuing on with this slow, more calculated Soft Reveal we’re now living through. Given our collective experience - I can’t be the only one here with a parasite constantly gnawing at my guts - I’m expecting, along with the shock and recognition, a great deal of relief. We’re already straining under the vast pressures of “culture clash.” I’m not convinced that the Great Reveal will be much worse.
I think this institutional fear of culture shock is a leftover from decades of debate in the Secret Space Program/MJ-12/Breakaway Civilization crowd. The experience of culture shock was so disturbing for the military leaders, soldiers, government authorities, intelligence agents, and corporate scientists who manned the front lines through this period that they projected their own emotional and psychological reactions onto the population at large. Apart from the economic and political power it gave them, enough in itself to provoke secrecy, they had information which they knew would change the course of the human future. Do we keep it secret? they wondered. Do we tell them? How do we keep this information from destroying our society? Do we spend decades acclimatizing them first?
They forgot, or never really understood, that we regular goodfolk have always been far more accepting of, and open to, the anomalies, paranormalities, and cognitive challenges which arise from our direct experience of this strange engine, this fabulous and surreal realm, despite the attempts of officialdom to quash our interest, knowing, and understanding. We’re immune to their consultations, as Bowie sang, and quite aware of what we’re going through. You noticed that collective “meh” when the government finally got around to acknowledging the existence of truly unidentified flying objects, didn’t you? Oh yeah. We all knew that.
So whattya got for us, Secret Keepers? Non-human sentience far stranger than any “spam in a can” alien the movies might give us? Satanic pedophiles drinking the blood of children? Demons pouring through portals like a pack of rabid dogs? A completely fraudulent “deadly pandemic”? Really? That’s it? You think the knowledge of that is going to hurt us more than this estrangement from our families and friends?
You might could be wrong about that.
“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.”
-Elisabeth Kübler-Ross
“Hard times create strong men. Strong men create good times. Good times create weak men. And, weak men create hard times.”
-G. Michael Hopf
Which brings me to my Third and final reason, which starts with this question: if, in fact, ya’ll White Hats are holding back for fear of too severely shocking us, who the heck are you to set yourselves up as gatekeepers to our understanding of the truth of this world, especially since that kinda-sorta makes ya’ll just like our enemies? This is a question people are asking. I’ve heard it voiced more than once in the Anonosphere, and in my own on-the-ground life.
I know you do this out of the best intentions. You hope to protect us. You do not want to create unnecessary suffering. And you’re worried about the unraveling of our great nation. And I’m sure you know much that I do not, and must take into consideration data points I do not have. But I think there are things you do not truly understand. Read that Kübler-Ross quote again. You want beautiful people? Then they may have to go through the depths of defeat. And that famous Hopf quote. You want strong men and women? Then they may have to experience some really hard times to get there.
Stressors and pain are what motivate change and growth. The Cabal sure knows this. Do you?
Here’s the thing, Team. I don’t think we get all the way to the bright new Sacred Culture we can envision unless and until we, as individuals and as a people, go through a Great Humbling so powerful that it shocks us to our very cores. If, as a people, we get through this war largely unscathed, emotionally and psychologically, I see a great danger that we’ll simply keep doing what we’ve been doing, enacting Cabal-culture programming because that’s just what reality looks like to us.
To my eye, we don’t truly get rid of the Cabal without also getting rid of our Cabal-shaped egos.
I don’t see that there’s any other way. Pain. Stress. Hard times. The Depths of Defeat. These are the things that are turning us back to God in these very times. The stress is necessary, as long as it’s not so great as to kill us.
And maybe even then…
“Surrender. You surrender. Ask God to defeat you. And we’ll pray and we’ll be in agreement about that. We’ll say, “God, we hear Jesse’s prayer. And we want You to absolutely, totally defeat him. Bring him to his knees. Create a desperation for him that only You can meet. There’s no other way.”
-an un-named participant, Portland Men’s Group, speaking to the filmmaker Jesse, The Family, Episode 5, Netflix
“And make them stand alone, facing You,
naked and without protection,
and let them tremble,
let them piss and shit themselves with fear,
let all facades fall away.
And then let them into the great secret,
that they are loved beyond words,
in their nakedness, in their failure, in their ignorance,
in everything they were running away from.
-Jeff Foster, excerpt from his poem Life
The way of love. The way of God. It’s not a subtle thing. The door into that way, as Rumi points out, is devastation. It may be that those of you who are directing “the plan” are going to have to let us fall, and trust that, in falling, we will, indeed, be given wings.
As
said the other day, “We did our part. We showed up. Now it’s time for the Military to do theirs. They are watching the election, and the bullshit is happening in plain sight.”It feels like this is the time, Team. And perhaps it’s no accident that I finish these words on the morning of Donald Trump’s “most important” announcement. I wonder what POTUS has up his sleeve for tonight?
Release the Kraken. Let the facades fall away. Trust that we can handle the truth. I think even some of the “4-6%” might surprise us. God, after all, seems disinclined to give up on anybody. We are loved beyond words. God’s got it from here on out.
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Love this article! I feel so much of the same.
Thanks for taking the time to write this.
"To my eye, we don’t truly get rid of the Cabal without also getting rid of our Cabal-shaped egos."
And that my friend is the crux of the matter, the fuel that keeps this monstrous fire of evil raging all across this planet. There is no point in eradicating the global Cabal (or more accurately the Global Crime Syndicate) if we are all lined up like good little Cabal wannabees waiting to refill those Cabal shoes that have just been so painstakingly cleaned out.
There is no point in fixing America if Americans continue to believe that they are God's gift to mankind, that they are God's chosen ones, that they are really and truly the "World Police" and thus entitled to trample on anyone's sovereignty, that they are entitled to other people's resources at the price they want to pay--everyone else be damned, that they are somehow entitled to "more" than their neighbors are, that they are somehow entitled to the firstfruits of everything and deserve to always be the first in line. No! This will definitely not do. A holier than thou national attitude by any nation will not make this world a better place. It will in fact continue to keep the world in this prison of darkness.
For the Cabal to die, so must our Cabal-shaped egos.
Some of what you said reminds me of this list of 9 inevitabilities.
The uncertainties of life and the vicissitudes of existence do not in any manner contradict the concept of the universal sovereignty of God. All evolutionary creature life is beset by certain inevitabilities. Consider the following:
1. Is courage -- strength of character -- desirable? Then must man be reared in an environment which necessitates grappling with hardships and reacting to disappointments.
2. Is altruism -- service of one's fellows -- desirable? Then must life experience provide for encountering situations of social inequality.
3. Is hope -- the grandeur of trust -- desirable? Then human existence must constantly be confronted with insecurities and recurrent uncertainties.
4. Is faith -- the supreme assertion of human thought -- desirable? Then must the mind of man find itself in that troublesome predicament where it ever knows less than it can believe.
5. Is the love of truth and the willingness to go wherever it leads, desirable? Then must man grow up in a world where error is present and falsehood always possible.
6. Is idealism -- the approaching concept of the divine -- desirable? Then must man struggle in an environment of relative goodness and beauty, surroundings stimulative of the irrepressible reach for better things.
7. Is loyalty -- devotion to highest duty -- desirable? Then must man carry on amid the possibilities of betrayal and desertion. The valor of devotion to duty consists in the implied danger of default.
8. Is unselfishness -- the spirit of self-forgetfulness -- desirable? Then must mortal man live face to face with the incessant clamoring of an inescapable self for recognition and honor. Man could not dynamically choose the divine life if there were no self-life to forsake. Man could never lay saving hold on righteousness if there were no potential evil to exalt and differentiate the good by contrast.
9. Is pleasure -- the satisfaction of happiness -- desirable? Then must man live in a world where the alternative of pain and the likelihood of suffering are ever-present experiential possibilities.
Source: the Urantia Book
As always Clarence it is a pleasure to read your thoughts.